Stop the watch

Once.....ive been involve in love with a girl for +/-1 year iwould say...
However for a moment, i think this is not right for a muslim to act like this....
This is so wrong, and it cant be denied that all people have their own defeciency...
Im also have my own defeciency.....
Yes,im not hes husband....
To shackle her...
Because of that, ive stop the relationship or some people call it brake up...
However, it is not because of fighting,just icant feel the suitability anymore....
Its like....
When we were friends,its very fun,enjoy.....n so on..
but when we were in luv....its just lost(all the fun,enjoy)....the mind become so dull...
nothing to say/dont know wat to say/......n.......nothing...
Thus, we stop it....
If we've a "jodoh"......the time we'll come....
If not with her,mayb with other people....n ill just pray  the best for her....

p/s;we can still be friends.....;)

10sion

I LOVE MYSELF,

I LOVE MYFAMILY,

I LOVE MYFRIENDS,

I HATE BLUR EVEN SOMETIMES IM ALSO BLUR,

I CRY BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO FOR THEM TO BE,

UNBLUR!!!

OH ALLAH........, 

PLEASE HELP ME,

PLEASE FORGIVE ME,

GIVE HIDAYAH TO THEM,

TO THINK WISELY,

GIVE ME OPPORTUNITY TO IMPROVE MY SELF...isk...isk...isk...T_T,

IM HURT INSIDE,

DEEPLY INSIDE,

SO DEEP UNTIL I CANT SEE ANYTHING,

OH ALLAH.......,

PLEASE....,

Ameen...