Thursday, December 29, 2011

I do feel luv....:'3

I wanna luv u but i dnt wanna maksiat
hows that?
[kalo brmanje laki pompuan bkan muhrim maksiat nmenye,knape ?sbb zina hati....kalo da brjumpe zina mate plak(laki n pompuan yg soleh mereka tndukkan pndgn antare satu same lain),kalo bersntuhan plak mmg HARAM].....ak bkan nye baik sgtpon.....
tp org berilmu kate,,,,,kalo berilmu tp buat salah jgak,,,,,lg tgi dosenye.....=.=

Saturday, October 8, 2011

REBORN

I'll be REBORN
reborn to be a better person
I'll diminished my evil site
n weakness
I'll graved my 6M
I've stop it
I'll make it right
I am the BEST
I'M REBORN!!!

R.I.P to my oldself.....XD

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Pathetic

Ok, today's letter is the letter "P" p is for pathetic....
I dont know why but just sometimes i feel so pathetic. Is it because of my appearance? style? thoughts? or because I am so honest(honest!!!???  nah liar).Yeah, lie lie and lie,am I juz too desperate to lie anyway?(yes on certain circumstances[DAMN IT]). My heart hurts really bad. I cant focus!!!......so pathetic...XD

Monday, May 2, 2011

Argh....!!!

Salam...
Dah lame xtype dsini(serabut)
yang penting serabut....sempena short sem nih...even bnyk mase kosong still xleh nk fokus(ngok) + miss this year book fest (damn it)...nape la ak mlas sgt nk fkir???....hadoiiii..Sem ini aku ambil RIM a.k.a. Religion in Malaysia yang merupakan subjek yang agak "senang" kerana perlukan kepada kajian terhadap agama-agama lain di Malaysia.....Argggggggh. Apa-apa pun still serabut even satu je subjek , selasa tkd,rabu ni antar projek, khamis show capo, sabtu bbq,ahad tkd lg???....wth. Sungguh sibuk ak...susah betol kalo ad laptop depan mate.....k la tu je kot nk ckpnye pun...;D

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Breath in,Breath out

Breath in,Breath out....
let the past, pass by..
let it be a lesson...
as we continue our life...
with a better life....
with a higher determination...
with a better confidence...
with full effort to success in the future....

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Hmmm....

No matter what...
Im just miss her...
(just cant take back what ive said to her)
feel like....liar

btw....its natural when ure single ...
hmmm..

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Stop the watch

Once.....ive been involve in love with a girl for +/-1 year iwould say...
However for a moment, i think this is not right for a muslim to act like this....
This is so wrong, and it cant be denied that all people have their own defeciency...
Im also have my own defeciency.....
Yes,im not hes husband....
To shackle her...
Because of that, ive stop the relationship or some people call it brake up...
However, it is not because of fighting,just icant feel the suitability anymore....
Its like....
When we were friends,its very fun,enjoy.....n so on..
but when we were in luv....its just lost(all the fun,enjoy)....the mind become so dull...
nothing to say/dont know wat to say/......n.......nothing...
Thus, we stop it....
If we've a "jodoh"......the time we'll come....
If not with her,mayb with other people....n ill just pray  the best for her....

p/s;we can still be friends.....;)

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

10sion

I LOVE MYSELF,
I LOVE MYFAMILY,
I LOVE MYFRIENDS,
I HATE BLUR EVEN SOMETIMES IM ALSO BLUR,
I CRY BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO FOR THEM TO BE,
UNBLUR!!!
OH ALLAH........, 
PLEASE HELP ME,
PLEASE FORGIVE ME,
GIVE HIDAYAH TO THEM,
TO THINK WISELY,
GIVE ME OPPORTUNITY TO IMPROVE MY SELF...isk...isk...isk...T_T,
IM HURT INSIDE,
DEEPLY INSIDE,
SO DEEP UNTIL I CANT SEE ANYTHING,
OH ALLAH.......,
PLEASE....,
Ameen...